MY HEART OF DARKNESS

MY HEART OF DARKNESS by Eden Film & Gebrueder Beetz productions

Four war-veterans, former enemies journey back to past battlefields deep within the African interior in search of reconciliation, forgiveness and … atonement?


Directors Staffan Julén and Marius van Niekerk

“There are two kinds of men, those who dream of war and those who have nightmares of war” Marius van Niekerk

The characters in our film, MY HEART OF DARKNESS, are men who have nightmares of war. Forcefully recruited into the military at an early age, often to fight against their own countrymen. Four men, four stories entwined, four fucked-up lives. Always ready to crack, to strike out even against those they love? Why do they snap awake in the middle of the night, running, sweating, pursued, terrified?

MY HEART OF DARKNESS, a journey of reconciliation into the dark African jungle, into a psyche so tainted with years of colonisation, religious brainwash, superstition and witchcraft, where history seems unnoticed, mistakes repeated over and over again, where lies are true until discovered, where life’s worth as much as a bullet, a journey that took us into the darkest of our own souls.

It is undeniably a story that becomes frightening and cruel the farther we churned up that river. Nevertheless, deep down there is a flicker of hope, of human hope that tells of a will to change and the painful insight that shows the contrast of cruelty and selfishness… to dare to love your enemy.

As story infinite and universal, that all can relate to, even if you haven’t been in a war yourself. As more young boys return from Afghanistan to peaceful Sweden wrapped up in body bags, one often wanders what it take to quench the warmonger’s of this world’s thirst for blood, how many bodies will it take to still their hunger for death and destruction… and what will it take to cleanse all that?

During the nearly four years of working on the film, following the veterans journey up the river, closer and closer to their own hearts of darkness, we too had to delve deeper and deeper into our very own souls, our owns doubts but we had to go there to fully understand this process, to participate in that final blood cleansing ceremony. It was inspiring to watch our characters change and transform from former enemies to friends, and made us realise that veterans the world over, have many similarities and much to share and learn from each other. Deep down there the roots are at work, very often, with no one to encourage them.

They are true role models, risking proving to themselves and also to us, that reconciliation is possible and that war is fucked up, and that most people just want to live a peaceful life.


Stockholm 05 November 2010

Sunday 8 January 2012

PAN AFRICAN FILM FESTIVAL PAFF, Los Angeles 9-20 Feb. 2012.


My Heart of Darkness is in competition for best feature-length documentary at the PAN AFRICAN FILM FESTIVAL PAFF, Los Angeles 9-20 Feb. 2012. (Directors &
DoP present). 

This is our first US screening so if you around LA please pop in or if you can't make it let you friends know. 

We welcome your support. 

WAR VETERANS: Especially to all the war veterans in LA, it would be a great  opportunity to meet and share experiences of trauma and reconciliation. 


It would be great to establish collaboration with war veterans NGO's and I would be very interested in having screening & debates/workshops/conferences at the different war veterans organisations. 


We have lots to talk about. 
Warmest regards from a cold Stockholm.
Marius


Our screening at PAFF LA, Rave Cinemas Baldwin Hills Crenshaw Plaza


Mon, Feb 13@2:pm Screen 13 


Wed, Feb 15@3:00pm Screen 13


Fri, Feb 17@600pm Screen 14


Welcome. Me and DoP Peter Östlund will be present during the screening.

11 comments:

  1. Good day Sir,
    Fr Phil Salois just wrote to me about your film.
    I would like him to come out to see you and to see the Film. Wonder if we could get a showing for our VietNam Group form the VA hospital in Supulvada, CA? Let me present it to our Group MD and see what she says.
    I know how therapeutic these journeys can become.
    God bless.
    Kathleen Fennell
    Army Nurse, Vietnam
    610 316 6045

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    1. Dear Kathleen, thanks for your message. That would be great if that would be possible. I would be delighted to show the film talk at your Group MD. I'm at the Four Points Hotel phone: 310 645 4600 room 602 in LA 8-19feb then need to find alternative accommodation from 20-22feb. Can you help? Warmest regards. Marius

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  2. Father Phil asked me to contact you. I am the Commandant of Apple Valley Marine Corps League. We would like to come to see the film. I am also a member of the International Conference of War Ministers. I write for a Gannett owned newspaper. Please call me. Mike Brewer 760-550-8083

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    1. Dear Mike, thanks for your message. That would be great if that would be possible. I would be delighted to show the film and talk at your League. I'm at the Four Points Hotel phone: 310 645 4600 room 602 in LA 8-19feb then need to find alternative accommodation from 20-22feb. Can you help? Warmest regards. Marius

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    2. You can stay with us if you wish. When is your scheduled trip out and from where? Do you have a rental car? How much luggage? We live 85 miles away. Apple Valley. Lets tale about it. I think we have a place for a screening.

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  4. Wow what a powerful film! I have not seen anyone handle the subject of war and its aftermath with such delicacy and penetration of the heart. Just watching this is reconciling and healing in itself. I will travel the world promoting this work of art.

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    1. Thanks Mike, such encouragement's great. Reconciliation id a powerful healing force, and individuel responsibility. Cheers. Marius

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  5. The management at the Loft Theatre,home for the Arts,is interested in a showing. Call Peggy 52- 322-5638. I am also confident that you can get Oprah to show this on her TV network. Most likely Al Gore too.

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  6. Hi Lydiana, thanks for your message. Has Peggy got and email? I'm in Europa so easier to email. How do you suggest I get in contact with Oprah and Al Gore? Warmest regards. Marius

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  7. Marius. Please email me at 'pointmanchaplain@aol.com' re:future screenings.Mike

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