MY HEART OF DARKNESS
MY HEART OF DARKNESS by Eden Film & Gebrueder Beetz productions
Four war-veterans, former enemies journey back to past battlefields deep within the African interior in search of reconciliation, forgiveness and … atonement?
Directors Staffan Julén and Marius van Niekerk
“There are two kinds of men, those who dream of war and those who have nightmares of war” Marius van Niekerk
The characters in our film, MY HEART OF DARKNESS, are men who have nightmares of war. Forcefully recruited into the military at an early age, often to fight against their own countrymen. Four men, four stories entwined, four fucked-up lives. Always ready to crack, to strike out even against those they love? Why do they snap awake in the middle of the night, running, sweating, pursued, terrified?
MY HEART OF DARKNESS, a journey of reconciliation into the dark African jungle, into a psyche so tainted with years of colonisation, religious brainwash, superstition and witchcraft, where history seems unnoticed, mistakes repeated over and over again, where lies are true until discovered, where life’s worth as much as a bullet, a journey that took us into the darkest of our own souls.
It is undeniably a story that becomes frightening and cruel the farther we churned up that river. Nevertheless, deep down there is a flicker of hope, of human hope that tells of a will to change and the painful insight that shows the contrast of cruelty and selfishness… to dare to love your enemy.
As story infinite and universal, that all can relate to, even if you haven’t been in a war yourself. As more young boys return from Afghanistan to peaceful Sweden wrapped up in body bags, one often wanders what it take to quench the warmonger’s of this world’s thirst for blood, how many bodies will it take to still their hunger for death and destruction… and what will it take to cleanse all that?
During the nearly four years of working on the film, following the veterans journey up the river, closer and closer to their own hearts of darkness, we too had to delve deeper and deeper into our very own souls, our owns doubts but we had to go there to fully understand this process, to participate in that final blood cleansing ceremony. It was inspiring to watch our characters change and transform from former enemies to friends, and made us realise that veterans the world over, have many similarities and much to share and learn from each other. Deep down there the roots are at work, very often, with no one to encourage them.
They are true role models, risking proving to themselves and also to us, that reconciliation is possible and that war is fucked up, and that most people just want to live a peaceful life.
Stockholm 05 November 2010
Tuesday, 28 June 2011
Platfontein Screening of My Heart of Darkness - Ex-SADF San vets community
Monday, 20 June 2011
2011 National Arts Festival in Grahamstown
around the issues of post border war legacy at the 2011 National Arts Festival in Grahamstown, South Africa July 7-8.
Marius is invited to participate in a discussions around post border war & ex-conscript issues, a spin-off of preformed venues at the festival. Come meet me there if you interested in my latest film "My Heart of Darkness" co-directed with Staffan Julén (Prize of The Pole), my new film in development"City of Joy-the raped women, their rapist & healers in DRC", discuss latest war trauma issues or just grab a beer. marius@edenfilm.se +46-70-259 56 25.
The Festival and related events that comprise our loose and flexible programme are:
- Thursday 7 July 11.00: James Clelland and Paul Morris speaking about “Deeper than Colour” at WordFest (Eden Grove Launch Pad)
- Thursday 7 July 18.30: “Somewhere on the Border” (Victoria Theatre)
- Friday 8 July 10.00: Anthony Akerman’s lecture on ”Somewhere on the Border” (Eden Grove Blue Lecture Theatre)
- Friday 8 July 13.30: Think!Fest organisers have agreed to an unofficial screening of Marius van Niekerk’s “My Heart of Darkness” in the Eden Grove Blue Lecture Theatre – we will need to move to another venue for the post-screening discussion.
- Friday 8 July 15.30: Beginning of semi-private dialogue session in Environmental Education Centre adjoining Eden Grove. Supper will be served at 18.30, after which members of the “Somewhere on the Border” will join the discussions.
Dag Hammarskjöld Seminar at the University of Pretoria, South Africa 13-15 July.
My Heart of Darkness opens The United Nations and Regional Challenges in Africa 50 Years After the Death of Dag Hammarskjöld Seminar.
A Seminar at the University of Pretoria, 13 to 15 July 2011. Organised jointly by the Department of Political Sciences/University of Pretoria and The Dag Hammarskjöld Foundation/Uppsala in cooperation with the Embassy of Sweden/Pretoria
Wednesday, 13 July
14.30 to 17.00 hrs
Public Film Screening
“My Heart of Darkness”
Followed by a panel discussion
with the filmmaker Marius van Niekerk
and invited discussants
17.00 Refreshments
17.30 hrs
Public Opening
Dag Hammarskjöld’s Legacy:
The United Nations and Africa
Words of Welcome:
Cheryl de la Rey, Rector of the University of Pretoria
Peter Tejler, the Ambassador of Sweden to South Africa
Address:
Hon. Deputy Foreign Minister Marius Fransman
Panel with:
Jan Pronk, Francis Deng, Carlos Lopes, Jan Nordlander, Festus Mogae (tbc)
Moderators:
Maxi Schoeman and Henning Melber
Followed by a light finger supper.
Thursday, 14 July
8.45 hrs Welcoming/Opening Statement (Maxi Schoeman)
9.00 hrs Keynote Address
Henning Melber
Dag Hammarskjöld: Ethics, Solidarity and Global Leadership
Sessions 1
Chairperson: Jan Mutton
9.30 hrs Manuel Fröhlich,
The Role of UN Special Representatives and Envoys in Mediation and Peacekeeping
Comments by Jan Pronk and Francis Deng
10.30 hrs Coffee/Tea
11.00 hrs Alex Obote-Odora
12.00 Laurie Nathan
The SADC Tribunal: regional organisations, human security, human rights, and international law
Comments by Jan Nordlander
13.00 hrs Lunch
14. 00 hrs Erika de Wet
The United Nations Collective Security System in the 21st Century: Increased Decentralization through Regionalization and Reliance on Self-defense
Comments by Ove Bring
15.00 hrs Coffee/Tea
15.30 to 17.00 hrs
Public book launch
Chris Saunders
Dag Hammarskjöld and South Africa
Vasu Gouden/Jannie Malan on African Journal of Conflict Resolution no. 1/2011: “Southern Africa – 50 Years After Hammarskjöld”
Henning Melber on New Routes no. 2/2011:
“Dag Hammarskjöld and the United Nations: Vision and legacy – 50 years later”
Jan Pronk on Development Dialogue no. 56:
“Erskine Barton Childers – For a democratic United Nations and the Rule of Law”
Mediation, Conflict Prevention, Resolution and Post-conflict Reconstruction
Welcome/Introduction:
Maxi Schoeman
Panel with:
Festus Mogae (tbc) Jan Pronk, Francis Deng, Monica Juma, Carlos Lopes, Dumisani Kumalo, Kingsley Makhubela (tbc)
Moderator:
Henning Melber
Ove Bring
Dag Hammarskjöld´s Approach to International Law
Sessions 2
Chairperson: Siphamandla Zondi
9.30 hrs Cyril Obi,
West African Regional Security Architecture with special reference to the Cote d’Ivoire
Comments by Roeland van de Geer
10.30 hrs Coffee/Tea Break
11.00 hrs Kwesi Aning,
Conflict Prevention as Regional Challenge: ECOWAS, AU and UN
Comments by Ayanda Ntsaluba (tbc)
12.00 hrs Concluding Session:
Plenary Debate
International Perspectives for Peace, Security and the Rule of Law
Panel with:
Ove Bring, Monica Juma, Jan Pronk, Francis Deng, Ayanda Ntsaluba (tbc)
Moderators:
Maxi Schoeman and Henning Melber
Wednesday, 15 June 2011
4t European Conference on African Studies - African Engagements: On Whose Terms?
Screening & debate of My Heart of Darkness 16th April 17.00-19.00, Uppsala University, Ekonomikum, Lecture Hall 3, Uppsala, Sweden
http://www.nai.uu.se/ecas-4/
Friday, 3 June 2011
MY HEART OF DARKNESS - FILM AND PANEL DISCUSSION
FILM AND PANEL DISCUSSION
“TO RECONCILE WITH YOUR ENEMY”
EDEN FILM AND FOLKETS BIO PRESENT
MY HEART OF DARKNESS by Staffan Julén & Marius van Niekerk
Director of Photography - Peter Östlund fsf, Music Composer - Jan Anderson, Editor - Clas Lindberg
MY HEART OF DARKNESS follows Marius van Niekerk and three of his former enemies, from different sides, as they step onto a boat at the mouth of the Kwando River. Marius who was recruited at the age of seventeen into the South African army, later deployed in Namibia and Angola, was forced to leave South Africa into exile in Sweden where he resides and works as a filmmaker. The former soldiers are on a journey back to past battlefields; the sites where they tried to kill each other during apartheid South Africa’s interventions in Namibia and Angola (1975-1992).
THURSDAY, JUNE 9, 6.00 P.M. (FILM SCREENING), 7.30 P.M. (PANEL DISCUSSION) AT FYRISBION, SANKT OLOFSGATAN 10, UPPSALA
TICKETS: 75 SEK (65 SEK/STUDENT) / TO BUY TICKETS: 018-15 03 46
Representatives from the Dag Hammarskjöld foundation, The Red Cross Trauma Center and the Swedish Church take part in the following discussion, moderated by Mikael Ohlsson (hosting ”Konflikt” at the Sveriges Radio).
HENNING MELBER(The Dag Hammarskjöld Foundation)Henning Melber joined the anti-colonial liberation movement SWAPO of Namibia in 1974. Returning from exile, he became the director of The Namibian Economic Policy Research Unit in Windhoek. In 2000, he took over as research director of the Nordic Africa Institute in Uppsala. Since 2006, he is the executive director at the Dag Hammarskjöld Foundation.
ULF GUSTAVSSON(The Red Cross) Ulf Gustavsson is a psychologist and a psychotherapist with a journalistic background. He is the director of the Red Cross Trauma Center in Uppsala where he offers treatment for refugees who have been traumatised by war, torture and abuse.
ELSE BERGLUND(Svenska kyrkan) Else Berglund is a social worker with vast experience from development aid work, including field operations in Sudan and Pakistan. Else works as psycho-social thematic expert of the Swedish Church's humanitarian aid section and has implemented a variety of training courses abroad.
MARIUS VAN NIEKERK(Eden film) Marius van Niekerk, co-director of the film, is a South African filmmaker, photographer and writer. He was forcefully recruited to the South African army during the apartheid time and came in the 80’s to Sweden, where he still resides.
Monday, 23 May 2011
CITY OF JOY – the raped women, their rapist & healers in DRC: CITY OF JOY - CROWDFUNDING
Thursday, 19 May 2011
Sunday, 15 May 2011
EDOC10 International Film Festival CUITO QCUADOR May 13-23 2011
TEN YEARS OF EDOC FIRST WEEKEND OF 10 IN QUITO EDOC
May 13 - 23th 2011
Friday, 13 May 2011
Wednesday, 27 April 2011
Go'Kväll 18.15 today, Wednesday, Marius guest on SVT's popular daily magazine program.
Check out Go'Kväll on SVT1 18.15 today, a popular daily magazine program on Swedish Television 1. I am invited to talk about our latest film "My Heart of Darkness. Can also later be seen at SVT Play.
My Heart of Darkness/Mitt Mörka Hjärta is a film by the directors Staffan Julén & Marius van Niekerk 2010.
Thursday, 14 April 2011
Post Premier & Special Screening of My Heart of Darkness
We had a very successful premier last Friday, full house and very interesting Q&A. Thanks to all those that came and participated. The mingle afterwards at Snickarbacke 7 was delightful and the Graham Beck bubbly sponsored by Anna Wig at the Prime wine group, super. A very up-beat gallery just around the corner from Bio Zita with very friendly owners. To be recommended. Attended by representatives from the local Souther African associations and embassies. Unfortunately did Mario & Patrick, my companions in the film not get their Visas in time to attend the event thanks to the Schengen Agreement's very restricted rules. We are working on screenings in Angola, Namibia & South Africa this year at film festival and hopefully on TV. We also plan to drive out to villages in the bush with a mobile screening unit. Film team present were directors Marius & Staffan (aslo producer), DoP Peter Östlund, Music Composer Jan Anderson. The Special Screening Saturday well moderated by Micke Ohlsson (SR P1 Konflikt) with representatives from the Angolan, Namibian and South African Associations in Sweden and the directors, me and Staffan on the panel after the screening turned out to be a historical and moving event. The first time in Sweden for the three associations to share a stage of reconciliation. Paulo Lara and Tony Nguxi flew in from Angola. Amongst the audience were singer Jennifer Ferguson, Mona Salin, Berit & Sten Rylander, Angolan Embassy Manuel Carvajal and many more. A very promising first step for reconciliatory collaboration. Warm thanks to Buca Boavida, Cultural Attaché at the Angolan Embassy in Stockholm for his help and support in arranging this venue.
Tuesday, 5 April 2011
My Heart of Darkness-Special Screening 9th Apr 2011
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| FILM AND PANEL DISCUSSION RECONCILIATION – dare to forgive & love your enemy Eden film and Folkets bio in collaboration with The South Africa Society in Sweden, The Namibia Society in Sweden and the Angolan Association Kwanza present MY HEART OF DARKNESS followed by a discussion on how to meet and forgive one’s enemy SATURDAY, APRIL 9, 16.00 at Bio Zita, Birger Jarlsgatan 37, Stockholm Directors Staffan Julén and Marius van Niekerk will take part in the discussion together with the three associations. Moderated by Mikael Olsson (hosting “Konflikt” on Swedish Radio). Tickets: 75 SEK To buy tickets: www.zita.se or phone: 08-23 20 20 MY HEART OF DARKNESS follows Marius van Niekerk and three of his former enemies, from different sides, as they step onto a boat at the mouth of the Kwando river deep within the African interior. Marius who was recruited at the age of seventeen into the South African army, later deployed in Namibia and Angola, was forced to leave South Africa into exile in Sweden where he resides and works as a filmmaker. They are on a journey back to past battlefields, the sites where they as youngsters, tried to kill each other during apartheid South Africa’s interventions in Namibia & Angola (1975-1994). |
My Heart of Darkness - Swedish Premier 8th April 2011
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| FOLKETS BIO OCH EDENFILM HAR NÖJET ATT INBJUDA TILL PREMIÄREN AV MITT MÖRKA HJÄRTA / MY HEART OF DARKNESS EN FILM AV MARIUS VAN NIEKERK OCH STAFFAN JULÉN MED MARIUS VAN NIEKERK, PATRIC JOHANNES OCH MARIO MAHONGA I NÄRVARO AV REGISSÖRERNA OCH DE MEDVERKANDE FREDAG 8 APRIL Mingel med vin och tilltugg från 17.45 på Snickarbacken 7 (runt hörnet från biografen) Filmen börjar 18.45 på biografen Zita, på Birger Jarlsgatan 37 Efter filmen är alla välkomna att ta ett glas och lite tilltugg i Eden Films lokaler i Liljeholmen, Lövholmsbrinken 2b, T-Liljeholmen (bredvid Färgfabriken, karta bifogas). Inbjuden gäller för två personer. OBS! Begränsat antal platser. Svara senast 5 april till osa@folketsbio.se Ditt svar kommer att bekräftas med mail. |
Tuesday, 15 February 2011
TEMPO Documentary Film Festival Award, Stockholm 08th-13th March 2011.
Screening dates:
Fri 11/3, 15.00 Victoria 2
Sun 13/3, 15.50 Victoria 7
We have invited the Ambassadors of the SADC countries and South African Ambassador Honourable Zeph Makgetla and his wife Neva to the screening Friday 11th. He's returning to South Africa end of this month so would be a good opportunity to meet and say goodbye.
Wednesday, 9 February 2011
Göteborg International Film Festival Update - Last Screening
We had a packed last screening on Saturday 5/2 10.00 Bergakungen 4, with 89 seats sold in a 116 seat theatre. Göteborg, an overall successful festival with a warm, receptive & sympathetic audience.
Next our film will be screened in competition at the TEMPO Documentary Film Festival in Stockholm in March and will open in Swedish cinemas in April. Thanks for your support. See you there. Marius
Wednesday, 2 February 2011
The Göteborg International Film Festival Screenings Updates
Our Monday 31st screening at Haga1 of "My Heart of Darkness" at Göteborg International Film Festival was sold out. A great audience nearly all stayed for Q&A's. After nearly two hours the host asked us to leave because they wanted to lock up. Exactly my intention of how the film can work. Our next step would be to work in prisons (where many war vets end up), amongst refugees and war veterans in general & peace keeping forces.
We have one more screening on Saturday 5/2 10.00 Bergakungen 4. If you in Gothenburg then take the time and see it and share afterwards in the Q&A's. We really feel that is the most important part of any festival.
Thanks to all of you that already attended the screenings and thanks for sharing. Marius
Friday, 14 January 2011
Monday, 20 December 2010
Nominated best Swedish documentary at the Göteborg International Film Festival 2011
MY HEART OF DARKNESS are nominated for the Dragon Award for best Swedish feature-length documentary film at the 34th Göteborg International Film Festival 28 Jan-07 Feb 2011.
Our screenings are:
Fri 28/1 17.30 Bergakungen 4,
Mon 31/1 20.00 Haga 1,
Sat. 5/2 10.00 Bergakungen 4.
Hope to see you there. Marius & Staffan















